It started out innocently enough ... Christmas in Florida and then back in February again to hang our with my friend Leann , .. and ... zip lining at Gatorland complete with Gators lol . I was facing my fears and having a blast . I did keep track of that virus .. concerned but wasn't worried .. I had time . And then .. the worse happened and continues to play out across the world . so many lies have been told .. I'm not even gonna get into it . Lets all stand together and pray together .. Stop the insanity .. I want to get off the merry go round and leave the circus . I refuse to wait ... not so patiently to get my life back .. we are stuck in a loop that's gonna keep on looping until someone or enough of us step out of the loop and say no more . I'm moving forward in my own little bubble ... I think of this as an opportunity to create whatever it is I've never had but always wanted ... my freedom of choice to do whatever I want . I've been forced to live in an outdated existence that Husbands are the boss and my job was to clean the house , cook .. and raise the kids Then when I needed money for the kids and myself I went back to work .. and still wasn't good enough for the "boss".
The kids are grown and got lives of their own .. and I have found my little bit of independence but .... I don't know how to think of me first .. do something just for me .. even making a meal that I want . I'm learning but it's taken me going back to my teenage years before marriage to try to get a inkling of what independence felt like .
This Blog and my journey will help me through it .. I hope you find some humor in it as well .
I'm back !
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