Tuesday, July 28, 2020
Friday, July 3, 2020
2020 has truly felt like the land of Oz
It started out innocently enough ... Christmas in Florida and then back in February again to hang our with my friend Leann , .. and ... zip lining at Gatorland complete with Gators lol . I was facing my fears and having a blast . I did keep track of that virus .. concerned but wasn't worried .. I had time . And then .. the worse happened and continues to play out across the world . so many lies have been told .. I'm not even gonna get into it . Lets all stand together and pray together .. Stop the insanity .. I want to get off the merry go round and leave the circus . I refuse to wait ... not so patiently to get my life back .. we are stuck in a loop that's gonna keep on looping until someone or enough of us step out of the loop and say no more . I'm moving forward in my own little bubble ... I think of this as an opportunity to create whatever it is I've never had but always wanted ... my freedom of choice to do whatever I want . I've been forced to live in an outdated existence that Husbands are the boss and my job was to clean the house , cook .. and raise the kids Then when I needed money for the kids and myself I went back to work .. and still wasn't good enough for the "boss".
The kids are grown and got lives of their own .. and I have found my little bit of independence but .... I don't know how to think of me first .. do something just for me .. even making a meal that I want . I'm learning but it's taken me going back to my teenage years before marriage to try to get a inkling of what independence felt like .
This Blog and my journey will help me through it .. I hope you find some humor in it as well .
I'm back !
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